Life...

I supposed I'm getting kinda emo lately...
too much to think...
too much worries...
I never meant to... so if I happened to being stroppy to anyone... sOrrie den...

have had a talk with a fren... just when everyone tot that she is so happee with beautiful thingies surrounding her... everyone is so happee for her...
but deep inside her heart... she knows that this happee story might end with a full-stop soon... with no unhappee thing happens... no crisis.. no nothing...
just for the sake of pursuing the choice'less-life...
she knows she would need to let go...

Why must our life being so up-&-down?
going through a life is just like climbing up to the peak of a mountain, when you thought you could enjoy the beautiful sceneries from the top view, relax the wind-blow... after such a hard yet adventurous journey...
You're wrOng !!
you'll never get to stay long... as there might be someone else coming up... you'll be forced to go down again... go through again the difficult journey... it might be even sufferer... because you've seen the best, enjoyed the bestest... what to do...?
going for the 2nd mountain, and keep repeating the same shit until the day your body collapses...

again... kImmie's phraSe: - " Things will never turn up as handy as u wish all the time... "
- gOd bleSs -

*jia you jia you !!