da 1st week of 2010...

I thought I'm really okay after po po's funeral...

but I seriously feel the leaving of po po these few days..

when everything backed to normal...

especially when I driving home after worked...

knowing that we can no more pay po po visit after worked...

I feel extremely sad and down...

I don't feel any happy when I don't need to rush home after worked in order to pay po po visit with family... :'(

my tears just dropped down during the way home...

eventhough po po can hardly 'communicate' with us like last time no more in these years...

the less-than-half-an-hour-visit po po few days in a week...

make me feel the existence of her... (this is a selfish thought I know...)

I understand she has left to somewhere better for her...

fren even told me that.. perhaps she is 'kissing' with gong gong now... *rolling eyes*

I still miss her badly...

I took few years to get used to the 'leaving-of gong-gong'

wondering how long would I take this round...

ah gong, have you met po po yet?

阿公，婆婆…
请保佑我0地平平安安，身体健康, 开开心心…
唔好担心我0地… ^^

我0地会永远挂住你...

* today, I just found out that I'm unable to apply for the tuition assistance program for my papers...

it's like a super duper big thunder for me...

totally got no idea what should I do now...

pls bless me...

P-E-A-C-E